I had a secret that started when I was barely 13. It was one that destroyed my entire life. Up until a few hours ago, I never told anyone. Not a single person heard the pure truth from my lips. I kept it inside and refused to think about it. I tried to hide it from myself, I wanted to forget it. But I found you can't keep something a secret to yourself. I did from everyone else though. Not one single person. I destroyed any records of it that I had, so it's not written or drawn anywhere, not recorded anywhere. It existed only in me.
That doesn't mean it hasn't hurt me every single day of my life.
Today, I let it go. And my secret isn't a secret anymore. I thank the gods that I have Natalie in my life.
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